I can can't manage. I feel like I'm one of those people that shows happiness on the outside, that I can handle things but on the inside, I'm crushed. Broken into pieces each passing day. I need someone right now. A friend. I wanted to share my problems even to talk about it. I know my friends are ready to listen, but I don't want to share to them the burden I feel. I know letting it out somehow helps me to be motivated to solve those problems. But I just can't. Maybe it's my ego. I'm the person who my friends run into if they have problems, and know I need a friend to run into. I just can't run into me. *sigh* I use to tell one of my friend that letting it out somehow ease's the burden you feel. And now, I'm the one who needs to let it out. I know, Ironic.
I know this is just a challenge from God and I know I can surpass it.
