I've got nothing to do on a Thursday afternoon. What a life! :| I'm tired of being a bummer. I wanted to go to a culinary school or to work maybe. All I do everyday is to wake up late, ate lunch because it's already 11:30am, go back to my room, surf the net, go downstairs to have a snack, go back the my room, surf the net, watch TV series or movie, go downstairs to take a bath and eat dinner, go back to my room, surf the net until I'm sleepy. That's my routine everyday. and I'm tired of it. I wanted something new. Every time I logged in on Facebook all I see are updates on friends experiences on their work. Don't get me wrong, I'm happy for them. Promise! But I wanted to be happy for me as well. I'm really on my own now. It's my future, I need to do something now.
Ok! I'm supposedly doing something different today. That is to clean my cabinet. It's really MESSY. So, I told myself yesterday to clean my cabinet today, since my two sisters will go to their work and my nephew have school tomorrow; so, no distractions. But when I wake up, I have this feeling that I'm lonely. I don't wanna do something because I'm not in the mood. It's one of those crazy days I have. I'll get lonely when there's no definite reason. I feel that I'm drowning in my own sadness and I don't have any idea. All I really know is that I'm sad. So, I guess I'll just surf the net like what I do every day.
